It doesn't matter but I believe that John first mentioned this project and I picked up on it...hmmm

One dream that I had several years ago stands out in my mind.

I was in the house in which I grew up in CA. I was in the back bedroom with a guy and we wanted to make love but my sister was in the backyard and somehow she knew what we were doing. She ran to the window and pressed her face up to it, her face filled the window and no matter where I tried to hide she always found me.

The dream then jumped to a friends house. We (whoever that was) walked into the house and there was a horrible smell. We went into the bedroom and my oldest nephew (son of my other sister) was on the bed, dead. Jan, my sister from the window, picked him up and held him while we waited for the truck to pick him up. Suddenly he got up and walked away.

My brother-in-law is a shrink and he is married to Jan (she is 9 yrs older than I). I told him about the dream and he interpreted it. He says I think she is nosy and I give her far more power than she deserves.

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Years later I had another dream with her.

I am often late for things. In this dream I had to be at two places an hour apart. My problem was I had two alarm clocks with different times and I didn't know which was correct. I called time and temperature but the recording was in Spanish. I woke up saying very loudly, "How can I be on time if I don't know what time it is."

My sister was in this dream but all she did was walk behind me while I tried to figure my dilemma out. I think she had lost some of her power.

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Another one?

In June 1987 I went to Europe for 5 weeks. The first three weeks I was with a tour group. The night before I was to break away from them and go it alone I had a dream.

I dreamed that someone tapped me on the shoulder. When I turned around it was a friend of mine who is very adventurous. He didn't say anything and I woke up. I decided that it meant that I should stop worrying about being alone and enjoy myself.

I guess I remember these dreams because they meant something to me but not all my dreams mean something and I don't always look for meaning.