Just thought I'd give you an update. Nancy is still very ill although she continues her courses and continues to ignore the advise of her doctors. She is driving my best friend Luchie crazy and it breaks my heart knowing that I can do nothing. Nancy seems to be on a self-destruct mode and I often wonder if she will ever find the peace she is so desparately looking for.

Still, I hope that I can just remember that being a good friend means forgiving each other. Sometimes I have a hard time doing that. I guess my anger has allowed me to resent her. Because she is so sick, I can only be there for her should she decide to call me for help. Regardless, I just won't let her abuse me anymore but from what everyone else has told me, I just hope I will be able to be there for her if needs me.